I joined forces as a young man and after going through various types of training and courses got the chance to serve in almost all  parts  of  the country. I got the chance to serve in various types of situations, with the result a confidence is developed  that nothing is difficult in the life of a soldier. BUT there is a situation which is really difficult and I face this situation every year and that is SEPARATION  from my near and dear ones.  I come on leave every year with great enthusiasm but the last day of my leave comes every time and it  reminds me that I have to leave back my loved ones again.The moments at railway station are the most difficult  one. All those I love the most remains present and we want to say something to each other but ...........only the eyes speak and asks number of questions which are difficult to answer. The train reminds that the time of getting separeted is very close. The final whistle of the engine tells that the last moment has come and the train starts rolling ....with that the thing which I can  not control is the drop of tear in the eye, the most difficult situation for a soldier.